Monday, 4 August 2008

Qad Kafani 'Ilmu Rabbi

Qasida Qad Kafani 'Ilmu Rabbi
My Lord's Knowledge has sufficed me


My Lord's knowledge has sufficed me
from asking or choosing

For my du'a and my agonising supplication
is a witness to my poverty

For this reason I make supplication
in times of ease and times of difficulty

I am a slave whose pride
is in his poverty and obligation

O my Lord and my King
You know my state

And what has settled in my heart
of agonies and preoccupations

Save me with a gentleness
from You, O Lord of Lords

Oh save me, Most Generous
before I run out of patience (with myself)

Qad Kafani 'Ilmu Rabbi...

My Lord's knowledge has sufficed me
from asking or choosing

For my du'a and my agonising supplication
is a witness to my poverty

O One who is swift in sending aid
I ask for aid that will arrive to me swiftly

It will defeat all difficulty
and it will bring all that I hope for

O Near One who answers
and All-Knowing and All-Hearing

I have attained realisation through my incapacity,
my submission and my brokenness

Qad Kafani 'Ilmu Rabbi...

My Lord's knowledge has sufficed me
from asking or choosing

For my du'a and my agonising supplication
is a witness to my poverty

I am still standing by the door, so please my Lord
have mercy on my standing

And in the valley of generosity, I am in i'tikaf
So, Allah, make my retreat here permanent

And I am abiding by good opinion
For it is my friend and my ally.

And it is the one that sits by me and keeps me company
All day and night

Qad Kafani 'Ilmu Rabbi...

My Lord's knowledge has sufficed me
from asking or choosing

For my du'a and my agonising supplication
is a witness to my poverty

There is a need in my soul, O Allah
so please fulfil it, O Best of Fulfillers

And comfort my secret and my heart
from its burning and its shrapnel

In pleasure and in happiness
and as long as You are pleased with me

For joy and expansion is my state
and my motto and my cover

Qad Kafani 'Ilmu Rabbi...

My Lord's knowledge has sufficed me
from asking and choosing

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For Tayyiba who exemplifies the path of illumination for showing me such patience and mercy and for sharing and teaching me so many things including this beautiful qasida of Imam al-Haddad. I am greatly indebted to her beautiful spirit and heart.

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